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Watching
an amoeba moving through fluid, one can see the currents of water around
it and the currents of the plasma within it. The membrane separating the
twoamoeba from the waterresponds to both but seems to maintain
some intention as well. The membrane shapes itself to engulf a particle
in the outer fluid. It does so without resisting or jumping ahead of either
the inner or outer flow. We humans have infinitely more forces moving
us at every moment, yet we can integrate this natural intelligence of
the amoeba on many levels. Our membranesin the largest sense the
skin, nervous system, muscles, and bonescan shape themselves responsively
to the internal flows of fluids, organs, and glands, blending that with
intention. Conversely, we can ignore and suppress those flows. We can
allow our membranes to be permeable, or we can rigidify. In movement,
this spells the difference between allowing the body to move or mechanically
forming it.
In natural
movement, response is joined seamlessly to experience. If there is a crispness
traveling out the nerves of your arm and your fingers are too numb to
shape it, the energy is lost. If there is a lurch rising up through your
guts but your neck is unwilling to let go of verticality, the energy is
stopped in the throat. Able to control our impulses, many of us have lost
touch with natural movement.
Natural movement
is the manifestation of natural intelligence. To regain this intelligence
we must actually practice our natural abilities. This is not an attempt
to return to a simpler state. Rather, we can allow all of our natural
intelligences, including cognitive thought, planning, and intention, to
work together. Our uniquely human intelligence can be icing on the cake
of all our animal abilities. The rest of the chapter describes four techniques
for exploring natural movement.
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The Practice
of Natural Movement
I) Attend
to your sensations. Allow your attention to shift naturally from one sensation
to the next
II) Allow
those sensations to move, breathe, and sound in an organic way
III) Sequence
sensations throughout your body, through your endpoints. Take time to
wake up each endpoint by
a) really
feeling the sensations in that endpoint
b) allowing those sensations to move, breathe, and sound in their own
way.
IV) Practice
inclusivity in order to find the unexplored parts of your body.
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Attending
to our Sensations
The first
step in practicing natural movement is attending very precisely to one's
sensations. The language of the body is sensation. Sensations reveal to
us the flow of energy in the body. We can therefore map the flow of energy
through our bodies by charting our sensations. This process of mapping
sensation in the body can be very helpful in developing bodily awareness.
It is akin to charting traffic flow in a city. On a simple level, where
there are a lot of sensations, there is a lot of energy. Where there are
few sensations, there is less energy.
If you would
like, take the time right now to attend to your sensations.
Begin by
standing or lying down. Letting go of your breath if you were holding
it, begin to scan through your body for sensation. Let your body move
a little and breathe to wake up sensation. Spend a few minutes just attending
to all the sensations in your body as you are move and breath. Let your
attention move freely through your body from top to bottom, from outside
to inside. Notice areas that feel flowing or stagnant, dense or open,
fast or slow. When you have gotton as much information as you want for
right now, try actually drawing a map of your experience. This might allow
you to sense even further.
Allowing
Sensations to Move, Breathe, and Sound
The next
step in working with sensations is to allow each one to move, breathe,
and sound in its own way. This requires suspending ideas of what is good
for any one part of your body, and how that part should serve, acquiesce
to, or be dependent upon other parts. This is an aspect of the principle
of respect. It requires moving your center of attention into the place
of sensation rather than viewing it from afar. To cultivate natural movement
is to deliberately drop below your personal ideas of how you move, what
kind of movement you like, what is beautiful, what is clever, what is
aesthetically correct, what is appropriate, and what is "good"
for your body. Instead, attend to what you are experiencing right now.
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Let your
focus be centered within whatever sensation comes to the forefront, and
allow that sensation to move, breathe, and sound however it pleases (full
participation). I often ask my students, "What if you had this body,
with this energy, but no more rules about how you should move than a two
year old?" For a short time, give attention and discriminating mind
over to the body. Let it roam over its own terrain, not editing out the
rocky slides or the peat bogs. Give the body an invitation to express
without editing. Come back again and again to the basic perceptions of
the present moment. . . . I feel the skin tingling on the back of my neck.
. . . I feel my right kidney making a fist. . . . If you allow these feelings
to move unobstructedly, how do they move? How do they breathe? How do
they sound? Imagine that your sensation is a creature in and of itself.
Let this creature invent its own activity.
Sequencing
The third
practice of natural movement is sequencing, which we discussed briefly
in Chapter 1 as a principle of body-mind integration. Sequencing entails
following the pathways along which a sensation is moving and allowing
the expression to continue until it has moved all the way through the
body: that is, until it is fully processed. When information we have taken
in is thoroughly processed, it becomes a response.
In order to work fully with sequencing, we must examine the basic layout
of the human body. The major ports of the body through which information
comes and goes are the endpoints: face, hands, pelvic floor, and feet.
These are our primary contact points with the world. Our endpoints are
the areas of the body in which our sense perceptions and motor abilities
are most precise and detailed.
The endpoints
are unique in several ways. Skeletally, the endpoints are composed of
many small bones with multiple joints; they are the free ends of the skeleton.
Many small muscles capable of precisely initiating and guiding movement
compose the tissue of the endpoints. Neurologically the endpoints contain
the highest concentration of sensory neurons in the body. All this suggests
that the endpoints are in the best position to communicate with the outer
world. They are important emissariesmajor information passes through
them. This is not to deny that every aspect of the body is continually
receiving from and communicating with the outside world. However, the
face, hands, pelvic floor, and feet are the endpoints of the primary pathways
through the body.
The practice
of natural movement involves sequencing movement in and out of these contact
points, allowing them to shape the passage of whatever energies are moving
through the body. In this way we support our energy coming into contact
with the world.
To experience
this, feel your face. Take a moment to become aware of all the myriad
sensations on the skin of your face, around your eyes, in your ears and
nose and mouth. Begin to allow these sensations to move in their own way.
Let your face contort and move. Also let it breathe and sound in any ways
it wants to. As if it were its own little creature, let it invent its
own movement and sound out of its sensation. Try touching your face with
your hands. When you are ready, reverse this. Let your face touch your
hands, however it wants to. Do this until your face feels alive and fully
present. As you move your face and allow your breath and voice to follow,
how far down into your trunk can you feel this? How far into your trunk
do the roots of your face go? Lay down and do this. Allow your face to
move the rest of your body. When your face twists to one side, let that
roll your body. Play with this as long as you like, but when you feel
complete, notice how the energy is circulating in your body. Is it different
from when you made your map earlier? These same steps can be done with
the other endpoints as well. Spending time attending to each endpoint
fully can be quite luxurious. Why is this practice of natural movement
simultaneously so energizing and recuperative? Because we are allowing
individual free enterprise. This naturally releases vitality and flow.
The feeling
of inner flow as well as the outer movement from the head down into the
trunk is sequencing. Recognizing the continuity of perception, sensation,
and movement enhances sequencing. Look up at the sky; feel the sensations
of response in your body. Now look at a wall; how do your sensations shift?
Perception results in sensation. When we recognize perception as sensation
and sensation as a moving event, movement becomes a circulation of whatever
forces are being experienced, within and without, from moment to moment
to moment. Intentional sequencing invites this circulation. It primes
the pump of flow.
Practicing
Inclusivity
The next
step in the practice of natural movement involves inclusivity, which is,
like sequencing, one of the six principles of body-mind integration .
Our bodies are vast and varied landscapes. The trick in becoming fully
present in the body is to find the unexplored territories. Within them
there is sensory expression of all shapes, sizes, wavelengths, rhythms,
colors, and textures continuously occurring. Culturally there are preferences
to what of this inner experience we will attend to. There are also individual
preferences. Aesthetically, we impose still more. As these preferences
become fixed, we begin to lose our abilities to hear what we habitually
ignore.
The challenge
is becoming acquainted with more than the most familiar, most easily known
parts, deliberately coming to know areas with more subtle voices. We have
a tendency to come into unfamiliar territory in the body like a missionary,
giving ourselves directives such as "Open up, release, soften. .
. " Try coming in like a pilgrim, instead, asking "What are
your customs? How do you live here? What can you teach me?" This,
again, is the principle of respect. With respect, one can really inquire
as to how that part wants to move, breathe, and sound if given full permission.
It might want to close, pull, grasp. It might want to hum or lurch. Maybe
it wants to dissolve. All manner of rich and bizarre expressions can occur.
Trusting this process to express some basic integrity is akin to trusting
earthquakes, floods, and lightning as well as sun, rain, and blossoming
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